♥

2009-08-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

next week's examination.
been sleeping very very less .
i have to get that 75/100 for netfund! thou i have probably never scored anything close to that.
im still hopeful cuz i think i really am trying to work for it.

in case your wondering why this layout, apparently i tried to edit my template in IE and it screwed up in firefox.
will try to do something new after my exams.

just three more days till holidays! :)
shall get back to ole-bb naww!

goodnight!

2009-01-23T13:52:00.002+08:00

I've Shifted
HERE

2009-01-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

have posted in http://www.xanga.com/magdelenehu ♥
it looks abit plain huh..

turning in already...
nights all...

2009-01-15T21:20:00.008+08:00

i have a xanga account!
hahaha! i was a member since 2007 k! with 1 post :P

hahaha.i remember creating it when i was sec 4 & was facing alot of fuck up things in school.
&all th post was private-d. but i end up deleting them.. & forgetting about th account.
until today daryl added me in xanga! :)

hahaha..im thinking of switching to wordpress thou.
but im still thinking about a new url..
my xanga one is
xanga

lol!

payout,was alright.
i suggested to work once a week to boss.
before you scold me think of how am i gonna survive if i donte work for one whole month!
:P

shopping with love on sat.honestly carn wait.

tmr will be work & meeting ym after lab stuff. :)wee!

__________________________________________________
Alright,heading down to fusion to get pay(:

i skipped psps &went for telesys tutorial.
cam whore with Akie.

th lab is always frigging cold.
throughout 2 hours shawn kept going...very cold..
&look what he did! cam shy ley..

2009-01-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

im sorry my friends for not replying text.
i am in a very sleepy state for th entire day.

&im gonna sleep again now.
Goodnights.

anyway,both quiz &assignment are screwed.
&i skipped netfund think there is lab test today,turns out its next week =x

2009-01-14T04:26:00.002+08:00

damn flowchart ,my beauty sleep gone!
everyone is snoring away,&im here, eyes closing ,stomach cramping like crazy.
&still working on this stupid flowchart that is not even worth more than 10 percent (idk how much)

i want t pass my tmr's comprog quiz, assignment &labtest. so! even if i fail my proj i wonte fail comprog like again. yea ... ..

just trying t look at th bright side. hahaha.
& i believe webapp wonte be entirely scrwed.
Emaths one.. not very positive bout this.

i donte get it at all! i pass my Os maths with a B3 k. -.- i studied last min.
&im stuck at emaths 1 .how very ridiculous. ):

all in all, im still hoping this sem pass soon. so i know whether to continue school or just leave TP.hahaha.

oh its 4 40 between. lessons start at 8.how to sleep now. args.

BYE

2009-01-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

ps : ignore spammer .

2009-01-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

congrats to ♥ym for her Os result. :D happy only la.
congrats to shawn for getting 8points for Os.

shawn says his want t come t TP if he doesnt get into Jc. hahaha! (:

yep,shouldnt be blogging.alot to do! ): due TMR. hahaha.
so sorry, shall continue with hiatus :P

♥ Hiatus

2009-01-11T15:40:00.005+08:00

sometimes some things said by someone can make a big difference when it comes out from another.
isit ...really?

one thing i hate about blogger is you can never go too detailed over some sensitive issues.
&whats more, misinterpreting .

just Fyi, yours truly going on hiatus.
sigh, im really really very sad.

donte go like..its just 200 dollars why so sad .
i worked real hard for it ,think..sick &still enduring 9 hours of standing with just 1 hour break in between. rushing off for another job all th way till morning with just three hours of eyes shut &work again. till th next morning. ALL of it, FOR NOTHING.

some of you donte even have to work all you do is sleep at home slack go school and you get allowance every single day.
why would you even understand.

hahaha..ohwell,thats just some lucky kid.

thats it. haitus till after cny perhaps longer.
till i feel like it.ahahahaha..nonono .maybe after i get fusion pay i might blog again.
so! keep checking this space if you still care!

ps: good luck to all taking Os result.
especially to my dearest friend:)
___________________________________________________

Before i go offline for th rest of t day..
i have to blog about this.

bad luck somehow befall me. because a series of events proved so..

i dropped my cash cheque of $200 .
i had a shortage of $11.60 &so i took out 8 dollars to make it 20.
&i actually drop the 8 dollars.
i left my phone at my workplace before i close & had t go back &take it.

jovial actually called UOB for me and ask what an be done.
& apparently , it is possible to stop it,whats more today is sunday.
meaning,bank isnt open for cash collecting or whatever.but th company still can stop th cheque.
there isnt anything i can do now anyway..

im sorry Gfs, i was about to return y'all th money. until i lost it anyway.
thats also why im so upset. if that was my own money i could have just let it be anyway.
args.

thank you yibao for breakfast. thou i had t accompany you to admiralty than back to tpy .

now i have to go study my maths for tmr maths test.
go do my reserch for webapp for tmr lesson
flowchart due for comprog.

goodbye.

2009-01-09T14:21:00.002+08:00

Alright, have just sent a msg to madeline. cus everyone else is taking their pay.
smelly is even taking her second pay! ):

rawr. im damn tired now.i slept at 4 ytd! cuz i was studying comprog.
&yibao was so nice t acc me but i ended up sleeping earlier! :P

work tonight worhs. so boring-.-

cute?hee

2009-01-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

hello!
i have to stop wasting my time.

but still, filling up this white box have already been a habit of mine.
hee

day was alright, at least i made it t school-.- on time.
psps was just peer evaluating and playing some games.
mr steven chan says i should write a complaint letter & ask him t sign.
cuz th guys likes to bully me ):
but that class is just soooo adorable .

telesys-.- one hour of lab test ..
like shit sial, i got an F for telesys. &i studied!
i think im gna take supp paper for this. :|

&netfund. if i donte fail my webapp ,emaths and comprog that is.
if thats th case im save from being kicked out.
if i fail either of this three.. then u wonte see me in TP anymore love):

nothing much, ym came & ate at Itas. then home.
met up with sher & slacked for awhile.

tmr will be bah kut teh with sher! omg. we have been saying this since 2007!
seriously!

& im sorry im not replying msn right now, cuz im installing something ,idk what either.
haha
so if sher or love happens t see this, sorry k!! :)

you changed my whole life..

2009-01-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

i want t get my head into th books soon.

computer programming is scary.. :(
i manage to pass my maths with a borderline result. which is not something anyone should be proud of.
moreover im taking it th second time ): tsk.
i think i will fail netfund. :( lol! i really hate that subject. die! i think if i donte go for lessons soon my group members are gna kick me out:P

sigh.
overslept no school.
went t RP today. ahahaha.. kenneth,mayb im going in with you after all.
:P i want t go study hospitality there. but i failed my english-.-

tsk.

anyway,gald today.
at least one thing off my mind. thank you my dearest gf.
you girls didnt even think twice lending me those cash.
i donte know what i did to deserve people like you all.
i really hope madeline msg me soon.):

goodnights!

ps: i want t get rid of my fleshhyy tighsss. any ideas? pls donte ask me go jogging.
i donte want em t grow bigger! ):
boo!

tit fot tat

2009-01-06T20:19:00.003+08:00

third day of unhappiness.
its only th start of 2009!

Alot just told me buy a battery back &throw at his face.
omfg! a missed call from passerby! :c

yea..i know no big deal t you people.. its just a battery, just return him his stuff and forget th whole thing.
anyway,he gave up! :)
ahahaha..

our message convo,
i started with :i donte have it.
HIM:so r u gonna give me back one or wad.
ME:i donte intend to
HIM: fine.will get it from ur mum den. 6251 ****.
ME: wat a joke.ure telling me u carn afford a 20 dollars batt?c'mon man ,u a 20 plus want to be calculative with a 17 years old over a batt?
HIM:Yeah tell your mum that
ME: yea.like she give two fuck.so what if u tell her.

END. no calls from him to my house,&no more msg.

i donte want t go to th extreme.
theres alot i can do, im just being kind.

before today, i tot that making others life miserable aint gonna make you feel any better.
before today, i believed that treating a person th same way a person treat you just makes you equally evil.

Today, i believe that,life is unfair. so why admit/accept th fact & move on with it.
shouldnt we do something so that it balance out abit.
today i still think that making others life miserable aint gonna make me feel any happier,
but at least th other party aint happy either.

i believe im a scopio at heart. if you know what i mean :)

i thank kenneth, someone who have no obligations to hear my stories yet still willing t .
i thank my GFs,namely, joan,ym,angelyn &mab. for isulting him and etc.
i thank yumin for her concerns.
i thank ferris for his concerns, i will learn to quarrel till i donte cry anymore. :)
i thank passerby for reading and replying my messages thou busy with NS.

goodnight. i hope for a better tmr.

2009-01-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

" Hi,i got one nokia batt with u. i need to use it.when r u free to return me"

bad attitude. -ignored.

"Hi,i got one nokia batt with u. i need to use it.when r u free to return me.you ve got to reply me k. i need my things back."

awww.

hahaha. i shall see how patient this man can be. :P
i doubt it wont be long before he lose his cool.
ohwell. its just a lousy nokia charger.
i pity that man. 4th msg today.

hee! yes! max, spam all th vulgarities! :P
this man deserve it. arsehole.

Lesson learnt: never ever, dump me for another girl &let me catch you.ty.
&of course never ever lend me stuff &expect me to return ;p

update: "I'm giving u till end of tmr to reply me,or i'll start calling ur hse to have my things back.i have ur hse no. "

like,does th batt worth so much. that he have to resort to this.
pathetic boy..
im even ashame of blogging you out here & claiming youre an ex.
you know, ashame....

2009-01-04T17:11:00.003+08:00

im damn effing pissed off with two person.

no 1: KATHY KOH or what ever th name is.
i barely know her! & yet she have th atrocity to borrow money from me!
god knows whether shes gonna return me! maybe never since shes always urgently in need of cash.!
&once i told her i am in some sort of financial crisis myself she didnt reply me.
-.- some sort of friend she is.
if youre wondering how i know her, she asked for my number.
yes,& gave me hell lots of crap like her basketball coach fell in love with me at first sight.CRAP.
and gosh,his love lasted less than aweek.for god sake, a 27 years old talking about love at first sight.grow up man uncle.

no 2: ALAN something something something.god,i even forget his name.
ah! alan lim. yes,ass ex. fucking nbccb.
his those type of guys who gives you stuff and ask for it back after breakup.
fucking nieow i tell you. becuz of one fucking shirt i have to see his fucking lj face.
like wtf la, its was just a singlet mind you, not even a shirt.i have to go meet him,&he have to give me a black face. &now! i have to bloody go think of when th fuck did he ever lent me his nokia battery. WTF! like how much can a fucking battary cost man,it's like model 6610?
never seen a guy like this!
i had borrowed and LOST passerby's sony errison's battary(oops) &did he say anything?
i had borrowed & accidentally gave it to my dad (god know what he did) th phone Yb lent me & did he fucking nag at me to retun him.
rawwrrr. seriously man, that guy can go bang wall and die sua.
like dumping me becuz of another girl wayyyy fugly than me wasnt a huge insult to me already.
eww! i think that girls blog is cursed or what, i was viewing her blog when he msged me.
eww!EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

2009-01-04T15:41:00.002+08:00

carn study ):
too much going on.

mostly th money part. ): pspsps , let me get my pay by tmr.everything will be running smoothly.
even if i have to starve or whatever it is,just let me settle my * first.
wonder how am i gonna live if i quit working &focus on my study for one whole month.

anyway, ty tingting for accompanying me .
i donte know why i ve got this gut feeling that she and daryl will still end up tgt.
ohwell, none of my business. lols

payday is supposedly tomorrow.
yay.

im not in good mood.
im never in good mood when im broke! lol!
&i swear, i shall learn to save.
yes, i meant i swear to.

ok,fine.
after CNY. :p

2009-01-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

i want a new blog url!

i was meddling with my falsies & i suddenly tot of a new url : madaboutfalsies.blogspot.com
haha! im serious, my collection of falsies is insane k. i keep buying them cuz i carn find th one im looking for. & i can stick two layer of fake eyelashes! :P

ay,thats top secret ! hahaha! even th women doing my brows are amaze at my sticking skills k.
i think i should change my ambition from air stewardess to stylist or make up artist. HAHA!
i had asked a stylist whats isit like and all to be a stylist. & i think th fees alone is enuff to crush me ):

something random ,kenneth was over at fusion ytd. &he got me thinking..what if i really got kicked out of school?.privates are out, i donte think my family financial status allows. but,what are th options left? ): & im not just randomly think of what if i got kicked out of school.
th percentage of me being kicked out is like 99.9999999999999999% lorh!

ohwell, damn tired now.
should have just gone back to sleep!

BB!

ps: help me think of a new url !

2009-01-03T07:47:00.002+08:00

Lyrics | James Blunt lyrics - Love, Love, Love lyrics

i heard this over th FM. its sooo good!
(:

today was a good day,oh,i meant ytd!
haha! went t school for eGuides briefing ..
& went out with joan♥,jingyuan(♥'s friend) & michelle.

so long since i last went out with on a fri with school mates.
& michelle and i actually chat through th whole bus ride from pasir ris to bugis!
(:

then..bah chor mee @ some coffe shop.
i like! :) hahaha.
went for work after that,& they played pool for a while.
work ..nothing new.
cept today was a little random..
i got jin qiang and friends to accompany me for closing:P
haha! i carn close alone! no shit!
i close at 6 btw.

first bus home!
its 8am ):

ohwell,nights all! or morning! ahaha!

&oh,if you are free or anything,just listen to th song!
haha! its really good! i never liked james blunt before,but this is different!

2009-01-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

hellos!

my first day of 2009 spent working. :)
it was good thou,unlike fridays and saturdays where no people comes nowadays-.-
i was running full house at 4.30am! scary..
&i was kept entertain by my DS lite :P

th last customer was th one that bought down my good mood ):
firstly, they wasnt even 16 to begin with.
so,i was reluctant to give them th 15% off
then, they played a total 4 hours., &their bill was $51
they claim that they calculated &they have just enough to pay for th table after th 15%.
which is crap! they have like 6 people altogether and they carn even folk out another 7$!?
i swear this will be th last time i letting them in!
im th one topping th 7 bucks for them k! rawr!

i have a total of shortage of 20$$!! when i remember i changed one customer wrongly
i gave him 10$$ lesser change.

okok,im meeting pk!
BYE!

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy new Year! ;)

no matter how great/bad 2008 have been we should still look forward t a new year right! :)
hee.

& this is a future post!
HAHA! means actual date is 2008.12.29! :)
cuz by th time this is posted i must be at work yea :P

anyway! some people who had made 2008 a great one! :)

.....

YM! ♥
for whatever reasons we used to hate each other,we must have been crazy!
yes,i think i do dote on you alot! :D haha.i dote on all my GFs alot!
i really hope 2009 will be good for you, you will get great results for Os and join me at TP ay:)

Angelyn! ♥

i know it hasnt been a smooth year for you.
sometimes i really do feel helpless!
girl,i wish i can help you,but you have to know how to help yourself first!
&you know it, whatever happens you are not alone,have me aight!:)

TTYB! ♥
i just want t say im sorry i treat you bad despite you treating me so nice &all!
you have been sucha good listener! esp th time when i was extremely down,i remembered,you were my only friend left!
*touched*
thou,i have came to know alot of friends in pool fusion,youre th only one that is my best friend k! PARTTIME! :)

Joan!♥
i was th weird girl who sat beside you but didnt want t talk to you!
think,orientation! :)
hahaha! attracted to you at first sight eh love!
but too shy to talk to you! :P
haha..i told you before,opposite attraction,
youre crazy,im quiet, we click!
you didnt believe in that initially didnt you?;)

passerby! ♥♥
two loves for you! :)
i know youre worried you might be forgotten when youre in th army.
but i wonte k! anyone might,but i wonte!
i really hope 2010 come faster! (:
then we can have our usual bah chor mee at ah hood garden.
*misses*
ps:i know th ** thing abit twit. :P
psps: take great care pls.
pspsps: sorry i had to kope this from your friendster:P becus i realize th only picture i had of you and i is abit overuse-d ;p
...i see someone smiling in front of th comp screen :D

.....

&also
my secondary school classmates who are being dearly missed by me.
i wish we can meet up more often and hear Jesus VS Guan yin ma.
loves!

&people like kenneth who had just made poly life slightly better than miserable.
:P thanks man, & i want bah chor mee!

alright,now you guys should know how much you mean to me ay!
i donte want t do wish and resolution shit,cuz i donte stick to them! :P

happy new year again! :)

2008-12-31T15:33:00.001+08:00

check this space after midnight!
ive made a future post.

♥♥

its still you.

2008-12-30T22:04:00.008+08:00

i am highly irritable nowadays, cuz i ve been a hungry girl.!
so..friends..pls do not get irritated by me,cuz i donte feel good about this :|
haha..i get this at times when im extremely broke to th capital B..
the other time ym ask if i had like 20 cent with me,
&i told her,there is a higher chance you find a 1dollar on th ground than in my wallet or bag.
haha! its true k, she rampaged my bag,& couldnt even find a single coin.
spell pathetic!

i only eat a meal at home -brunch & dinner when i go home from school!
so during mid noon i will get irritated over little things :P

tmr is new year eve?
th last min of 2008 how are you gna celebrate.
im working! heh!
hey,its double pay! :P

SO! pls pls pls, come down and look for me pool fusion anytime from 8 pm to 5am? :)
pretty pls with a ~~cherry~~bahchormee on top hee.
im hoping t close late :P

2008-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

yay,pictures of me and ♥
th quality of th pictures are great uh? love that phone shes got. :(
now whens my turn for a new phone!

You'll be the prince and i'll be the princess♥

2008-12-28T20:05:00.010+08:00

i love taylor swift! sooo prettyyyy!!! watch th vids,love th song!

Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics - Love Story lyrics

update: to navigate around, just click on th ♥s okay:)
school starts tmr! ive got three hours of break :(

2008-12-28T04:44:00.003+08:00

omg,i sooo love yibao's new LG phone! SUPER NICE &CLEAR!!!!
i took that and set it as wall paper. LOL! i donte know why its so yellowish thou

i like my hair today!
i did it by myself,& it didnt really revert to th original! its 4:50am btw!

alright,shall sleep now! GOODNIGHT!

update: omgs!!! i can just die now! :c my ah ma cook Crysenthemum omg!! eww..
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-27T14:07:00.005+08:00

hello hello! c:

first thing, congrats to Kenneth for winning th heart's of D .

&theres no other things. HAHAHA!

anyway, thanks minny ,my beautiful colleague.
for telling something i quite didnt expected.
tsktsk, lucky i wonte be seeing much of * anyway.
eww.

lol.a picture of th beautiful girl:P
not my fault th photographer have shaky hands k . hehe

both yibao and me was having cough.
at th end of th day jovial was coughing too! lol!
had breakfast at whampoa market after work. yay! :)
bah chor meeeeee! but its still not as good as upper thomson or ah hood !:(

sorry to yibao,for throwing away your phone :p & for not msging u.
cuz everytime when i msg you, something bad must have happen :P
kidding kidding!

bar none with angelyn and friends...

shall go off now.
bye!

2008-12-26T14:08:00.002+08:00

alright,another boring working day! who wants t accompany me! :(:(:(:(
&th below post which you might misunderstood, it was a post i stole from a girl..
haha! so donte ask me, since when you got a baby, :P

2008-12-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

i caught bed time story during christmas eve.
24/7 swensons after that,then mac till first bus..
went to city harvest ,a favour ask by kenneth..
hahaha..anything for bah chor mee. :P
&sorry im sooooooo irritating today,very sleepy. :(

2008-12-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

i didnt remember seeing ym posting this up.! but its really damn cute what.
click to enlarge! :)

hee!

2008-12-24T07:07:00.002+08:00

okay, like who th hell blogs at this hour..
but well,theres always weird people like me!

i honestly carn get to sleep,so i came online..
pardon for th babbling....

siging of at 7:11 AM! :)

merry christmas eve. :P

2008-12-23T15:06:00.002+08:00

alright,im all ready to go out now! :)

anyway,new found love, look at my eyes! :):):):) new magnifying lenses:) not GEO.
GEO can go suck balls. this brand is only 100 times better.
hee.me loveee...

&& last thing, good luck to kenneth with you and your supposedly great plans..
whatever it is, tell me how it turns out ay.im hoping for like..she was touched to tears.or whatever...hahaha.. :)

2008-12-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello,just two pictures from th chalet..
haha. weird that i didnt have any pictures taken with birthday girl,when we both are hardcore cam whore-er.

i donte know why its so Christmasyy everywhere.. haha.. guess its just me,being me.
ohwell, not in th mood for anything right now..

&after reading something .. which only makes me afraid of working all th more..

i forget who to credit,but anyway..
At fusion, i quarrelled with baby and so i went down the lift alone. At level 1, there's a guard working there and he's sitting at his usual place looking at those Video cameras. He asked me to come, and so i did. He asked me if i know what is that inside the screen shown at Fusion pool level 8. There's a white thingy flooding in the air. You might think it's normal, but that Uncle told me that this White thingy appear sometimes only. He said that the soul from level 2 (which was the fusion pool that i usually went to) was afraid of crowd and then it went up to the 8th story. And he said, there's no one in the 8th story, and normally no one will go up there. He told me to keep this all by myself and not to tell anyone. That guard seems scary too. I told Jimmy and co about this outside Fusion and i turned my head back and that guard was staring at us. How scary could it be? :O

if th soul goes up to level 8 when its crowded at level 2(fusion) ,where does it go to when fusion is not crowded.?

so not gonna think about it. pls, donte tell me your guess, i know it too well.
i really wish it wasnt just me working all alone when closing ..:(
too scary.. i even had to ask people to accompany me when i go to toilet..

ohwell,
enjoy th rest of your holiday.

xo! ♥

2008-12-21T17:44:00.006+08:00

i fell sick this morning..guess i really overestimated my body.
i was eating panadol for th entire week until this morning i felt really bad.. :(
i couldnt act like im fine anymore ,my whole body is starting to ache again :(
&..

im sorry th photos are soo messy..

this is smelly, she stinks like a I_ _ _ _ _ :) will miss her nonsense:)

told you anna sui girls are beautiful. :) extreme left.

alright,body carn take it..
goodnigths!

2008-12-18T23:33:00.005+08:00

i really really love my GEO lense. but i threw it away ...
it hurts my eyes ..very badly.. :|

perm or straight? i realize i look soo tired compared to th first picture..

monday ..

i donte have photos of joan's birthday.. anyway.those three days are better than i have expected..
i hope th same for joan too! i tot it was gonna be damn weird cuz i wonte know anyone there..
i end up sleeping still, becuz of my stupid flu..

im still sick thou. :(
thanks ♥ for th lovely early Christmas pressie :) & we'll meet up very soon! :)

so tuesday,was work at century sq. boring to th max.
finally end work and i went back to th chalet.. not much anyway, i felt sick&slept early..

wed &thurs was work..

im freaking tired already..pictures to be uploaded tmr..
just a fraction of it...

hehe..

♥

2008-12-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

im so tired im like dying..
i really need a long long sleep which is impossible..
im working tmr again!

at bugis,

people! its th last day for th promotion!
20 percent off everything.

im really sick..
will blog more about joan's♥ birthday, &pictures with colleague tmr.

im reallyyyyy sorry i carn meet up with sher and girls.
i promise,soon! :(

2008-12-15T10:48:00.002+08:00

three days since i last blog...

Fri, as i have blogged, worked as promoter.
th company sells cosmetic ,perfume ,hair care and skin care.
you see alot of their products around,th mascara brand Dramatic? :)
i tried their product on my hair, &its very very good..
being a staff there definitely enjoy certain privilege ;)
heh. you can visit me at bugis BHG,or century sq. & buy some of th products from me!:)

&th reason why i said their product is good is becuz,
the hair stylist did my hair for me using th product.
&it lasted till th next day morning!
which product in store now can do that?

... Ate with ym after i knocked off &went to work at fusion.
One customer told me he is sick of see-ing me -.-
im also sick of working..:P
&justine finally found my fav M&M ,he also drove me home that night.
hee. thanks much! :)

sat, same thing..just that i work Mid shift at bhg & yumin had t work an extra hour for me. :)
cheston accompanied me for lunch. :)
that day at bhg, promoters had to wear th jap costume.
damn effing hot & difficult to put on.
&one tourist even ask me to take a picture with her.!
night at fusion again... damn effing tired already..
i kinda donte remember much of that night..

anyway..ytd i went to watch twilight..
if you read th book i think you would have th same thought as me.
th cast are ordinary..& th movie isnt really as good as th book..
but its still worth..

i have to rush for work ..gotta go open shop..
haha! chalet for three days.

miss me people! :P

2008-12-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

ve been working th past two days.

18 hours of work is so damn tiring..

shall blog more after movie!
im catching twilight with ym! yay!
LIKE finallyyy!! :D:D

2008-12-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

look at this picture &tell me whats wrong with it :)
thanks passerby, really did wake me up! damn LOL!

&to passerby, i hope youre reading this. cuz your probably not going to.
but anyway, takecareszxszx in army w0rhsxx.
=) &im sure your friends wonte forget you.
waiting for th next bar chor mee! :):))))

anyway,i got myself a new job.which starts TMR!
&stupid kenneth have to spoil my sleeping mood by calling me-.-
im sick now k.

&JON, stupid asshole.. its cute its cute its cute. im not giving it up.
&just to annoy you

;P & i ve deleted my photobucket becuz i r people looked thru my past &laughs at me!
so im not sharing them anymore >.<

&credits to ym for finding me this job :)
hee.she requested for this :P

2008-12-10T22:10:00.011+08:00

okay,

i skipped netfund.
:| someone should really talk some sense into me.
tsk.

kenneth looked thru my photobucket &saw this. he tot is my baby photo-.-
ahaha.anyone remember who is she?
;P

fuck.kenneth is looking thru my photobucket and mocking at every single thing he can find -.-
you have to agree. i did change fucking lots.

&i bump into him today.-looks below
LOL!
even ym says his goodlooking.
ah...my taste improved ah:)

pictures of tday. hahaha.. im so tired from looking and editing.that im lazy to blog about today!
i love my zebra print hoodie. bought it ages ago &threw it at th back of my wardrobe cuz i didnt like it.
&i pulled it out today,becuz my another hoodie is still washing .
&it turned out nice!:):) no?
its velvet ,very nice material to wear yes. :D

tday is photoshop trial's 30 day. bye photoshop:(

2008-12-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

theres just too much thing more exciting than netfund.

&im suffering from hair loss.
yes,you may laugh.

cuz you donte know how important and how much i love it :(

when ppl ask,whats my fave physical feature.ppl usually answer eyess... blah...

i would think, my hair!
yea, i know its weird.
but i REALLY LOVE MY HAIR.
i sound like some freak with an obsession with hair now -.-

i used t have nice hair im soooo proud of.
now its slowly dropping :(
im dead serious k, my grandma got a shock at th amt of hair im dropping.
&im very upset with it.

i really hope this isnt some aftermath of hair extention.
cuz i know,i look soo much more better with them.
i really hope they arnt th one causing them,cuz its been months since i had them removed...

pictures..

better .? no?

god,pls give me healthy hair back ;'(
i donte want my hair t drop off when it hasnt even grow to my desired length.

&there is pimples in my scalp.
donte doubt, i wash my hair every single day,sometimes twice a day.

args.

i hate this. i want my hair!

2008-12-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

jonathan &kenneth likes t imitate this pose .
which i think looks cute :P
i met ym in th morning took this picture &set it as her phone wallpaper :P

&she took this.
HAHAHA

not cute meh? :):):)

this is damn classic.i took this during secondary school years.i didnt remember i was late for 13 times -.-

2008-12-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

9 hours!
omfg.
kill me pls.

i rather die than go study netfund.
i finally logged in t ole ,my last was doing disscussion board.
&i realize i haven done anything for netfund.
duh i attended all classes.
but netfund uses online study system.

&i got 1.1 to 3.4 to study up on.

wish me goodluck.

by th time i finish, with no distraction or whatever ,it will be 5am.

thanks man.

im gna fail this term.
fuck th Emaths paper. i know,emaths1 damn fucking easy. wtf is wrong with me.
why carn i do what i know how t do. just, wtf is wrong with me?

...i just hope telesys wonte fail me.plssssssss? i study real hard for it.

today wasnt a good day.
kenneth ps me & i drop money again!
damn fucking dulan.

th teacher pick up my money return it t me &i still insist its not mine-.-

nb..

BYE

2008-12-09T09:21:00.006+08:00

its 9th december!! :):)
& dearest SHERLYNA POH is finally turning 17 :P

i know you must be damn disappointing that im not meeting you on your birthday .
:( &i feel very very bad too

below are pictures of th good ol times.
i miss secondary school!

obviously we all know who is cuter:P

ahaha.we never fail to do this when we past ministry of home affairs :):)

these are th only few ones i can find.
hahaha.i wonder where all th photos go to.

we used t be so close uh, until poly came :(
i hope we'll still stay as good friends till th th end.

xo!

♥♥

2008-12-09T09:12:00.002+08:00

omg, i actually remembered my term test time table wrongly!
im suppose to have emaths &i tot i am having telesys. &i spent my entire weekends plus ytd studying it -.- i was thinking i still have time for netfund which i have complete no clue about,yet.

now i realise net fund is fucking tmr! omfg. how th hack am i gna study up and uds so many things by one day :(
&i have not prepared for emaths. thou its gonna be fucking easy. -.-
thank god i wake up early enuff t double check my time for th paper.
if not, i will be staring at th paper and wondering if i had went into th wrong class-.-

args.
i carn even trust my own memory :(

2008-12-07T23:44:00.005+08:00

♥ to my dear friend angelyn.

i say, asking you to take in others advise right now is th toughest thing t do.
i apologize for th cold conversation today, as im seriously exhausted.
&even thou you might not listen t this right now,im still gna say it.
im, too angry for what he had done t you.
but often things do not go th way we wanted. & so what if all you ask for is just a little bit more of understanding from him.
He doesnt give a damn. If smearing your reputation boost he's, then let him be.
cuz thats th only thing he can do right now.
&he knows thats th only way that he can bring you down.

if you continue being like this, it doesnt make any difference t him anyway.
so why make yourself so miserable?

so what if your reputation is ruin in front of his friends.
they know themself, we know ourself what kinda person he is fullstop

___________________________________________________________________
honestly felt like studying more before i hit th sack.. but am really fatigue.

anyone knows my fav food is bah chor mee? hahaha..
i ate it twice in a day.
& th verdict for th best bah chor mee ,i would still vote for upper thomson road OR ahhood garden you probably never heard of it before.

this is th bugis one. &it does not live up to its name, xo,bah chor mee. lol

do you see a christmas present under th miniature christmas tree .? hehehe..
i touched it ,some softtoy._. i reckon. zzz

ytd work was effing boring.
&i ve to say,i loathe working.
am strongly contemplating of quiting again.

i had breakfast with passerby this morning! :D
&yes, ah hood bar chor mee is th love.
im gna miss eating it when you enlist :(

...blog more soon.

bye!

2008-12-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

cute guy. :)))
its starting t become an obsession ,to take pictures of their ic :P
&he wears braces!! :))

i close late ytd.
&i finally had breakfast :D
with bro,zhiwen &friend. &his friend sent us home.
:)

will blog more after exams. heh

2008-12-04T20:08:00.001+08:00

meeting kenny ,acc him for dinner-.-

later! : D

i just came back,and its like 1.48am.
so,met kenny downstairs & went t market....
&saw passerby!!! :D:D:D:D:D
omg lorh,somebody got time meet my bro no time meet me for breakfast lo.. :(:(
&&&im really sorry, my phone batt went flat, &couldnt reply you.
:(:(

anyway, pk met up with us,&slacked till late at mac.
then uncle tan came &off t market t eat -.-
then walked pk t somewhere nearer t her place,before kenny sent me home.
heh.

damn tired alr.

BYE

2008-12-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

im damn tired!

but im gna share this anyway,

joan's blog,

headed to school for telesys in the morning.
& god damn it, i was walking to class with ronald.
& i can actually told him ; " wah sian, got lab lehh."
i took a look at what am i wearing & went; " shit la, i forgot to wear covered shoes!!"

wanted to sneak in the lab but mission failed.
got chase out of the class & i did something out of nowhere.
call it powerful or crazy or whatever.
i was talking to zen & ziang while standing at the stairs thinking what to do;
& at this moment, i saw the cleaner auntie walking past.
& TADA!
i decided to exchange footwear with her for that 2hours.

wah lau..joan,you want me t die laughing in th middle of th night or what.
i was just thinking of what t do since i planning t wear slippers for telesys tmr.
LOL!

i have psps presentation tmr :(
&i lost my 50 $$ meant for survivor! rawr!
damn fucking careless man.

2008-12-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

was browsing thru hey gorgeous again.
gosh,i carn help but gush over * again! :P

random,i realise 3 outta 4 of my featured friend have black and white DP.
hahaha.go see http://profiles.friendster.com/magdeleneh !
damn cool sia, im gonna go take one too. lol!

im damn bored ahh.

tagtagtag!

bye!

2008-11-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

♥kit-kat &pocky from japan.

very very nice:):)its dark chocolate flavoured.

from uncle zhutou! haha!
he went t japan early in th morning &came back t singapore at night.

hee.cute guy!haa.im know im freaking phyco t take picture of people's id photo.
:P

BYEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-29T17:25:00.003+08:00

im SUPER tired!

i carn wait for work to end thou its like another 12 hour. :(:(

i woke up early to do netfund. & i practically didnt do anything.
everything i wrote was given by guo xiang :P
i still donte get like, what RAM all this shit.

thank god theres no paper for this subject.!

gotta prepare for work already:((
im soooo sleepy :(:(

2008-11-28T13:08:00.004+08:00

im so tired:(

i haven been blogging since monday!
Tuesday, as i had blogged ,went t ym's class chalet.

-.- i carn find any group shots with me in em. so no pictures.
i shall not blog in details..you donte expect me t blog like i played 1351 rounds of daiti,vomitted 536256 times,slapped &scratched nicklas 43657 times right? :)
overall,fun!

wed &thursday are school days.

wed i went t Ikea, paid 14135146534$$$$$$ to get scolding from some stupid auntie.
DULAN!

yesterday,
i took over thrus night shift & had a super bad eye infection :(
i carn wear eye enlarging contacts. :(
&i carn find th phone yibao gave me,highly suspected that my dad sold it:(:(
:| D?IEEIE!

im waitng for ym AGAIN! i haven been doing my work!
&term test is coming! omfg.

im working tnight,anyone wants t keep me company so i wonte fall asleep? :)

Monday blues,not :)

2008-11-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

i have a great day! :)

i was really tired in th morning.but i manage t pull myself up eventually &went for a jog.
&i went for telesys lecture :) i went alone ,but i donte mind that anymore. probably becuz i really donte like my telesys classmates.

then break from 12-3pm with ym:) ahaha..cuz she was going t a class chalet at pasir ris.
&i have invited myself t th chalet:P
i miss BBQ food !:D
&it have been a long time since i went for a chalet,will see if im gna stay over & just leave for school th next day.
but i have got a quiz and assignment on wed :|

&netfund is settled..ahaha.. my group mate told me i donte have t do anything..until th last part anyway. yay! :):)

so anyway, had webapp then.
th class have funny people,who act bimbo.

maths as usual , i anti myself in class. ahahaha! so much for ignoring *

bused home with kenneth.

i got back my G800 tday! :):):):)
miss it soo much! &th best thing is,nothing store inside my phone was lost! :):)
all my contacts &pictures!

i wonder how long can this last-my wake up early in th morning t jog& attending lectures.
....

&ive linked up people,so people who i have not link pls tag me im lazy t go each of your blogs.hee

2008-11-23T16:35:00.004+08:00

okay,so i ve decided.to drop Japanese.

my grades are really bad.
&i donte think it really th right time t add on another subject?

i know i know, sem 1.2 is th best time t get your CDs over and done with.
but im retaking 3 subjects,&i feel really fucked up.
i believe things will get better by next sem.thou i know i will undergo th same thing,changing of classes.but i guess by then i will be more used t th whole thing.
so yeap, i will work hard this sem, & try t get 2 cds th next one.
hehe. i know it sounds abit far fetched but i need t have something i will work for yea. :)

alright,for ytd.
i closed really early ,becuz there wasnt much people.amazingly ah tiong took a break from pool :P
didnt have breakfast this entire weekend.
weekdays any?
& i miss my G800! samsung massage me ytd night! im gna collect it at century square tmr! :):):):)))
i thank ym for lending me your spare phone ,&yibao for giving me th phone he stole. HAHAHAHA!
i really prefer t use my own phone thou! :)

&ytd i saw daniel wu!
he lookd so much like him that i had so much trouble looking away from him &his gf.:(
for people who doesnt know who is daniel wu,can go knock wall and die man..

so tell me..how t look away? hahaha! i was on th verge of taking a picture of him with ym's phone.
i think absofuckinglutely gorgeous can only be used on him & wuzun.
hahah ;Pr
&im not exaggerating at all,th guy i saw ytd look exactly like him!
th super charming eyes ,staight nose & thin lips.
th only thing daniel wu have&he doesnt is probably abs. haha!
he is way smaller bulid,but still cute.

alright,mush time have been wasted,actually th entire day on th comp.
so im gna do my work now.

BYE

2008-11-22T13:12:00.002+08:00

looking for nokia charger.. any? th small head one.

work is simply boring..haa.. everyday i go school i look forward t working..&when im working i carn wait t start school..

school ytd..didnt really attend lesson. wantd t go for jap lect,but jesscy had a performance &i watched her first dance only..
i joined joan for pychology ..i feel like dropping jap already..
lols! cuz people laugh at me when i tell them my cds is japanese-.-

then went t parklane with joan &friend t do her tattoo.. i nearly fell asleep -.-
i was tempted t do one ,but ..humm...maybe if i give up on wanting t be an air stewardess..
hahaha..thou alot told me its acceptable.. well,donte want t risk. :)

work,like i said superbly boring.. ahaha.. guess i really need companion..

im waiting for ym t wake up..so..

Rules:
1. Each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged have to write 10 thing little known facts.
3. The end you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names.
4. No tagging back of the person who tgged you.

Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself;
1. i like winx club!
2. i loves guys who wear specs. hahahaha!
3. i love breakfast.
4. i donte smile/laugh alot. ?
5. yet,i laugh like crazy at times.
6. im extremely terrified of cockroach
7. thou i always like t complain im fat,i never liked people telling me that._.
8. i bloghop so much, i memorise urls.
9. i watch gore but not horror.
10. i smile t myself in th mirror.

My name;
A: you like to drink
B: you like people
C:you are really silly
D:you like to eat
E:you like to play with dogs
F:you are dead sexy
G:you never let people tell you what to do
H:you have good personality and good looks
I:easy to be with
J:people adore you
K:you are wild and crazy
L:everyone loves you
M:best kisser ever
N:best GF/BF anyone could ask for
O:easy to fall in love with
P:you are popular with all types of people
Q:you are a tomboy
R:you are loyal to those who love you
S:crazy
T:awesome kisses
U:you really like to chill
V:awesome in bed
W:you are very broad minded
X:you love sports
Y:best GF/BF anyone could ask for
Z:always ready

M:best kisser ever
A: you like to drink
G:you never let people tell you what to do
D:you like to eat
E:you like to play with dogs
L:everyone loves you
E:you like to play with dogs
N:best GF/BF anyone could ask for
E:you like to play with dogs

ahaha..does that mean i really love dogs?
i donte uds why people laugh when i say i like winx club -.-
lol! thats my favourite cartoon! :(
&i want t watch wild child

im bored! bye!

2008-11-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

quite a moody day..
no idea why either..was suppose t go jog with Darren at th morning..but couldnt wake up. :/ sorry.

then woke up,read abit of telesys.. gave up..tried t do psps.. gave up.. prepared and headed for school..intended t do powerpoint..but didnt anyway..

psps,presentation was funny, i really bow down to th guys! crazy people, they can really talk cock! haha..thank god i went into this group, presentation eats me big time :c i bet th lecture for psps too take his hat off this class.. interesting class indeed, with all th hooligans..

then telesys..had a quiz..intended to leave th paper blank till Akie ask me t swop paper with him since i carn possibly copy his.. so he did my paper :P school is smart t give different papers, im smarter :)
&akie is nice.. but very irritating -.-

then maths.. 30mins lesson as usual.. waitd for kenneth t finish his world issues._.
he is another person that find happiness in mocking at me .. :c
& mecha chic sounds cool,no?
aww.. too bad i appealed away from this course. hahaha!
i forced kenneth into saying im prettier than th only pretty girl in mechatronics aka mecha chic.
i wonder how she looks like!!!!

then met ym.. she passed me her spare phone!!:D now i need a nokia charger!
any?
ate ,slack abit..
&i home now!
:)

oh,i think i have serious mood problem..
im happy for sometimes & moodless over no reasons for other times..
im weird! :c

2008-11-19T21:11:00.001+08:00

LOL..

ym ask me a very cute question..

durian O/R durain

LOL

2008-11-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

wed!:) ahahaha.. something both ym and me was looking forward to.
thou alot commentd that seoul sucks. we still went & had a great meal.
we ate for like three hours! LOL..
people who came after us even went off bfre us!

im very tired now! i ve got alot t do,like psps presentation &tmr is teleysys thingy..omfg,i feel like skipping school!!

ytd .. webapp was damn fucked up..whats wrong with th fucking comp and th fucking teacher man..ohwell.. nothing i can do,&even if i donte do well,its not me,cuz i know my work.fuck! how can i not know, when im doing everything th second time.

then ytd night.. met..darren ,senyang & friend..i swear meeting them brings down my self-esteem from 0 to minus one hundred man..
i know i know.. stop nagging at me..
i will go do what i have t do! :(

its not like im th only fat person on earth man.. why say until i like.. er..hong hong? LOL..

&yay, passerby likes & is suprised by my present! :D
thou it wasnt what i had wanted t get for you..hahaha!

k! bye!

2008-11-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

i have been playing this for two hours! :D

LOL!

2008-11-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

im getting kinda used t th idea that..
maybe,i will never attain happiness..

anyway,i hate * . jealousy you may say.
but seriously, attention seeking t th max, when majority of them are like fugly.
eww..

why carn some girls just LEARN to be more discreet like me! :D
it gets uber irritating ,especially on days like mondays. LOL

&whats with rainbow plastic ...whats that calld.. bands?
lol..

2008-11-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

im sooo sadd!!!

kenny says ive grown fatter again! omfg. th last time he saw me i was fat,then i was sick,then alot said i slim down.. now i went from fat to fatter! omfg.

lols! gna head stadium.. humm.. tmr 5 am! :D
but first ! got to do jap stuff..but i feel like skipping tmr's lesson:/
cuz i haven even buy th book! omg yea i know..

okok,i decided not to go..too early! three lessons what,can skip.lol!

humm..so like,school..went for three lessons only..
accompanied akie t sell his phone then webapp, revision for tmr!! then emaths..

tmr is a super long day! but i decided to self proclaim no jap tut :P
going joggin! :)
then going.. erm... century square see if my phone can be saved.. :(
i want new phone!!

im so bored im blogging what im doing tmr!

bye!

2008-11-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

im still shocked.

i know i know..i told ym at least 5,6 times.
& ym , he is indeed a gorgeous guy, you agree right? haha..
no one can deny this!

sigh,someone who held such perfect image to me.
looks are too deceiving.
but, its a different thing altogether,me admiring him &him a * :)
i will still admire him like i used t. hehehe..
nothing's gna change that for sure!

i went out tday,bought nothing really..
i got myself a pair false lashes & basically make up stuff..

&passerby,i got something for you! :)
meet me if you want your present yea, you can take it as birthday gift,Christmas present or uhmm..a gift before you * hahaha..
ok? so yea, im afraid you wonte like it, BUT even if you do not like it,just lie t me and say you love it ok:D hehehe

&i met up with pk tday,
sigh,everytime i see people on th verge of tears,i feel helpless.
nevertheless, remember what i tell you k.
if anything is gonna happen it will happen.
nothing's gonna change it,even if you brood and lose your mind thinking &worrying over it it will still happen.
so why think so much, live life as it is. so what if maybe one day shit really happens,its not as if you carn live without him. right?
u have me alright,have me :)

on my way home, senyang board th bus.! :)
haha..tday is some kinda bumping into people day..

im tired..school tmr!
another week of boring lesssonzx .

2008-11-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

friendster deleted all my friends! :( when i only have like less than 200? all my featured friends are deleted -.-
i only have 18 friends now. so sad:(
ADD me pls people, http://profiles.friendster.com/magdeleneh

damn dulan now.
i know all th people in my friendster one k.
LOL. cuz i only have 200 friends! :(:(
now frienster want t bully me,leave me with 18 pathetic friends.:(
fuck maintenance man! wheres th feedback form ?

args.
anyway!
thank god boss didnt delay th pay,
&im working on either new year eve or christmas eve. which one should i work on?
i close very early ytd.
& i had breakfast with Darren &home after that.
&im surprised he actually knows which M&M flavor t get for me!(:
&im very happy cuz i only have 1.50 $ of shortage for last month! :) ONE DOLLAR 50CENT LEY! & its not becuz i use my own money t make up for th shortage k.
hehehe :P

im wide awake now.
gna bathe and head for ym's house.
yay!

i know i know..
stop telling me ive no life;
unless you really want me dead.

2008-11-13T22:00:00.001+08:00

wah lau.

i have a damn selfish brother.
args.

this is shit.no not my brother.everything! :(

2008-11-12T18:12:00.002+08:00

my phone is spoilt!:(
like,th phone is ON but th screen is blank.
idk if you get it.lol..
its like i carn see msgs,i carn see who call me.
but i can still hear my phone ring, and i can still listen to music provided that i navigate rightly to th playlist. LOL.
im taking it to servicing &i hope th person wonte scold me.
my phone is really in a bad state consider its only few month old :P

im using 6510 now la.-.-
well, at least i will know who's phone call to kup!
lol.. i unknowingly called someone i never expected to call or never intended to call tday-.-
so embarrassing!
thank god my phone spoil came as a good excuse for not replying messages :P

i had a net fund quiz which i didnt study for.
& i always hear th same question from different people to th teachers during quiz,
cher 5 percent only right! LOL!
it just meant that quizzes doesnt affect results very much.

i have high hopes for all my failed subject.
i pray i do well this sem..pls.

no distrations, no nothing.

haha! &to passerby,im upset that you always get me! humph! im always dead to th world when you prank call me!
this is unfairness! you have to sleep unoe! so i can call you!

2008-11-11T23:19:00.005+08:00

show you my very zai photoshop :P

pretty isnt it?lol..
pity i can only own it for 30 days :(
awww.. who knows how to crack this pls help aye:)

meanwhile,nothing much going in my life.
very much like a routine now.
a very very dreaded one :(

on my mind?
too much things, i carn blog about..
humm..

on a happier note,payday in 4 day,i pray boss doesnt delay pls. :P
bad news is by th end of this week or very very soon, passerby is going *
hahaha..ohwell!
no one to wake me up and pee during 4 am aye :(

& grats on ym completion of Os. yes, i really really want you in TP! :D
&i know you have your fears. but no regrets aye! ;)

&to jesscy, i feel helpless towards you really.i wish i can do anything to make you feel better somehow :| but anyhow,things will get better in time:)

...im highly irritated!
this sem pls PASS SOON!!!!
im dreading every second of school!

2008-11-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

pls, this sem just pass soon k.

2008-11-09T21:21:00.004+08:00

♥prawning session after work.

insane but it was still good:) it was a rather random decision .
pk was over at fusion &she suddenly felt like prawning.
& since it was soo long since my first prawning session i said we'll go after work.

Jovial was th chauffeur for th day! :) hehehe..

alright..pictures...

♥

it doesnt look alot but th msian caught like three or four nets of that much...
th group of Msians gave us this..drunken prawns.hummm...:):)
see th scratch on my legs...i fell off th chair during work..damn embarrassing pls..

A car caught fire &exploded..
one regular was damn funny..he said,hungry ghost then people burn car
-,- thats PAPER car la!! that guy must be damn rich to burn a real car for offering.lol

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i will wait for all pictures before i blog,meanwhile entertain yourself with th little extract from an unknown blogger.

If you are a twilight fan;)

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idk who to credit to, so sorry to th original write of this.

below is for twilight readers & those who are soooo into edward cullen like me:P
♥ th difference between a normal guy and a insanely romantic &beautifully created character,edward cullen.

Normal guys vs Edward Cullen A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If you die, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.
“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you..” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”
He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”“Always.”

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.
“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home."

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

well, no guys in their right state of mind would do all th above that edward does aye.
All we girls can do is day dream about it all day long -,-

2008-11-09T10:02:00.001+08:00

i just reached home..

its 10.26 am..passerby 's phone is off:( breakfast no more :(:(

im gonna bathe..

&go dream of prawns.
hehehe:)

blog more later!

2008-11-08T15:02:00.002+08:00

im dying from exhaustion.

Friday was suppose t be th best day of th week. But i carn even hang out after school which ends early. beucz i will be so tired at work :(

shouldnt have chatted till day on thurs. >.< school is really tiring i tell you,cuz if it doesnt end early and start late,it will still start early &end early. so im always skipping part of lessons, &i haven been attending lectures.

ive got an idea. but i donte like t deceive my parents.
Akie told me to change my particulars from my house add to his.
so all th temasek mails get sent to him -,- hahaha..
great idea ,no? tp is sooooo irritating ..every lesson you do not attend you will receive a letter t your parent.
&th best part is you wonte even know its from TP becuz its not stated until th last part of th letter.

&its not that i want t deceive my parents. my ahma gets extremely naggy when she recieves school letter. & my poor dad who carn really read engilsh, keep staring at th letter trying t get a clue :( just becuz i simply didnt attend a one/two hour lesson :(

&th best thing is i fall under th ACEDEMIC WARNING catergory :(

i went out with Joan after lessons ytd. & hell it was a bad wheather day,which causes both of us t be in an extremely bad mood. For th first time ever,i yell at th bus driver. &joan argued with an unreasonable guy from th bank service counter.
we walked from PS to fareast and bused from there t my workplace.

work ytd. started okay,but i still ended up sleeping on th sofa anyway.
thank god i knew th people who were there till morning. if not i carn even sleep in peace. haha..
&today is another working day.. :(
but yay pk is coming down tonight. :D

2008-11-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

Just when i use up allll my pay i spot so many thing i like.
&i only have exactly five different clothing for school. -.-

yea, all th other clothes i donte wear anymore. :(
humph,waste of money.

so ..im not gna spend much on clothes.
yes, i should keep to this.
:(

i need t buy more skin product.my skin looks very very bad:(:(

caught butterfly's lover!
gosh, wuzun is ... ..absofcukinglutely gorgeous !!

th show wasnt very bad,
charlene is a very good actress!!!
&i like hu ge ! LOL

go watch th show man.
thou th ending was somehow predictable.

(Random, how th hack did ruien became so stick skinny man :()

i feel sick now,
i hate school's aircon. frigging cold.
i have headache now.
:(

2008-11-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

School as usual but i skipped jap lesson. :|
then webapp, i just hope th paper i did ytd isnt gonna be like a very pathetic fail :(

Had 1 hour break then.
Akie keep thinking that i smoke &ask me t go smoking with him ._.
just becuz i happen to have a lighter th other time.
then he accompanied me for a while till his friend called him.
to my surprise, he actually found me familiar th first time i went into his class!!!
& when he asked me where i was working ,(i said pool hall)he was like fusion!
LOL! i donte remember seeing him ard thou.
& he doesnt go there anymore.

fyi to pk: his th guy who i said pattern very like kenny!
&he has got a super chioooo korean gf!!
most importantly he is wayyyy better than * hehehe. which i have already taken care of. ;)

then comprog.
nth much. i seriously think this comprog class is very slack,considered they are first time takers.?
i mean last sem during comprog we type out th entire program for practice.
this class just want th teacher t run thru &go home. :|
i think i still end up laggin behind.
am i retarded or what! maybe i just donte always have a clear mind. :|

gotta wake up man!!
i really afraid to fail. :(

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i finally felt fully what daryl msn nick means,
in my case
Never make someone your piority when they are only making you an option.
*note th pural

im not gona continue this.. i know its annoying to see emo post.
so,im gna stop here.
leave it to you all however you want t see it ,while i type a long long draft post.

2008-11-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i type a whole chuck of words but only manage to save it as draft with no courage t post it.

i hate it when things go to the stage whereby no amt of time can resolve it.

its gone; &its never coming back.

Anyway, im highly irritated now.
guys=troubles.

i swear i am never ever gonna give out numbers to people i do not know of.
ARGS. very irritating man.
anyone want t pose as my BF?

2008-11-03T21:12:00.007+08:00

♥Three hours break spent with joan and michelle
Lessons still spells boring.zzz

&when i was on my way home at boonkeng i bump into YM!:D
she was on her way t a haircut! so i accompanied her,&cam whore! :)

Before:)

After :) hehe.cute?

this picture looks like my ic pic! camwhore + random stuff.
then homed!:)

2008-11-02T12:59:00.004+08:00

i think 1pm is th latest time i can wake up at.
work ytd was better. curse or what,both me and yumin had shortage of 10 buck -.- when i even remember one guy gave me extra 10$$ becuz it was stuck t another note. lol!

oh,i think th shortage came from th time th printer went crazy. args. it kept printing and printing.

pk came :) &im sorry dear you had t spend on cab fare home :(
well :| thou it sounds kinda bad t speak of it this way,
we two likes to seek comfort in each other. good or bad?

i was telling botak i want to eat M&M ..&he went and got me this!

:):):) long time since anyone is so sweet towards me yea.
haa. after all the times he have been "stealing" candies from th counter. :)
but he got th wrong one :P i like th packet one with either dark choc /peanut.
& i have already eaten two before he came >.<

im asking ym t acc me for lunch.

bye!
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becuz no matter how hard i try,i still carn make a difference;
i see no point in doing anything anymore.
i declare give up!

i can only console myself with th people i still have..

2008-11-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

i think i hate friday th most.
complete waste of time.

three lectures with one hour break between each one.-.-
shouldnt have woke up so early in th morning, i could have slept at fusion man._.
hate school!

i hate going to school facing people im stranger t ._.
people,can be real mean!

i have not done anything to them! fucking AHTIONG should just burn in hell la. fuckers
i went t th Emaths 1 lecture ,with those october intake ahtiongs, bloody hell.
when asked to pass th worksheet around purposely leave me out uh.
im so not wasting my time with Emaths lecture. th teacher talks shit anyway.

then i didnt go for jap lec becuz jesscy wasnt going.
&i crash joan's psychology.
then th briefing for those who fail one or more subject ._.

work was boring.
routines &routines.
sameoldsameold.

darren came &home after that.

think i hafta go study. ><

2008-10-29T15:22:00.004+08:00

Edits.

Girls should all make regular trip down beauty shop..its a great boost for..self esteem? lol.
i finally did my eyebrows,which is damn messy &makes me looks untidy.
i removed mustache as well...

alright,idk what t do now. so bored..th speaker is not working so i carn even Gossipgirls now ._.
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Replies

hello minny! hahaha.

surprise to see your tag ! crazy girl, trance at fusion? LOL.next time you try connect with your psp.then you play G2max .! :P && pk is th girl you talked to about laptop one know. seeyou on friday!hehe

ym,got difference lorh. you know th 9pm show th girl. i argue with my ahma say its her real blood daughter. then she tell me zoey tay where got give birth to girl! :P
so did she? give birth to boy or girl ah .LOL

sher, i just read your blog. good luck for your canoeing whatever. & donte push yourself too hard k. must find time for me! :D

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just ytd i was talking about sticking to diet plan.
i stayed up last night pulling all my hairs doing differentiation for my bro._.
today i fucking woke up at 8 +++ & missed two hours of comprog.
pland to skip th entire school day but i had to return a book. args.
netfund was good. not much things to do anyway. & that was my school day. -.-
so i met up with Rafi &had lunch with him.

&i went to boon keng post office just now. damn dulan with th uncle.
it must be at th post office,where else could it be.
i bet he didnt check properly. ._.

ive got two postage not recieved. :(
another one is at newton! :(
alright, guess i have to make a trip down.

2008-10-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

All,but one..♥

i know you guys donte want to know what happen in school today.
hehe.but,you may be suprise ..im gna say..

im gna love school afterall.
maybe,after this whole semester i might not want t get separated again :(
aww..
i finally made friends in comprog class (:
like,two of them are from psps, (th class of mechatrotics boys)
& th guy sitting beside me talked t me, & im glad that i was of some help.hee

donte ask me why all th friends i made are guys.
guys are more friendly i guess.girls like to stick t their cliques.
:|

th breaks in btw are really irritating. two hours in th lib one with my DS. &th later one hour with food! th worse thing about having too much break is i eat all th time :(
but i carn eat one full meal, cuz i donte want t sit alone in th canteen :(
so i donte eat much anyway._.

anyway,i woke up at 5 and met pk at stadium.
mad i know.
hahaha. i want t stick to this diet plan.
wake up earlier tmr darling! :)

japanese lesson was fun:)

i was in school from 8am to 6pm. :(

i was in lib &asked to do a quiz by ym:)

1. Do you have secrets?
duh?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
yes :)

3.Do you enjoy going school?
sometimes ;p

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
hahaha. shop,shop &shop.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
why not?

6.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved someone?
why do quiz like t ask contradicting question .
to me its either both ways or no way.

7.List 5 favourite movies.

i donte remember anything that made an impression.
but! chick flicks ftw! :P

8.If the person you secretly liked is already attached,what would you do?
keep it to myself until eventually th feelings fades off.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
no really .

10.Do you have any regrets?
kinda hard not to?

11.How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?
i Would like th see myself married, surprising i know.
but i grow to realise i donte have much love luck. lol
so perhaps it would as an air stewardess &travel around. idk.

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
well, kinda lost hope in that.

13.What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
ym, A cam whore ;)

14.Would you rather be single & rich OR married but poor?
Single & Rich. same same ym!:)

15.What is your favourite colour?
red,white! :D

16.Would you give all in a relationship?
of course. if not there is no point.no?

17.If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously,who would you pick?
is it possible. ?

18.What are the top five countries on ur to go list?
TAIWAN. HONGKONG. thailand. KOREA.japan.

19.Do you prefer being a single or having a relationships?
having a relationship?

20. 5 people that i have tag?
anyone who wants to do it:)

..my ah ma and i are argueing whether zoey tay gave birth to a girl or a boy-.-

2008-10-27T23:04:00.004+08:00

work

its really boring to work on a monday morning!
thanks god pk came :)

zakir can be so -.- at times. i sent him a msg this afternoon asking him to buy stuff.
zakir: did you sent wrongly ,yumin say you work full shift.
me: no lorh,she ask me work morning only
zakir: no la,my cat pregnant.ive to be responsible for my actions
me: cannot la, my ah ma giving birth today,my dog today funeral. i very busy lorh.
zakir: i'll be late abit ah..i go cold storage shopping 1st.
LOL .

fyi. th above thingy is damn interesting..lol. pk was playing ai hai tao tao in fusion. LOL.

gonna go bathe and sleep..

ta..

2008-10-26T16:27:00.002+08:00

♥

whats a birthday without a cake ? (: whats more i have got two .hehe

special thanks to jesscy, who came despite being alone.
for everything you have given me, thanks! ♥

Also to dearest angelynn,who dropped by.
i appreciate th present &your presence.
for being there,thanks! ♥

&of course last but galdly.
sher,mab, ym ,marvin, zwei, tony&pohli
(hope i didnt miss out any)
i swear,i didnt have a clue.
&i initially tot they were too busy for me,& so i choose to work.
but they came & threw me a suprise.
i have told sher this, it was everything i dreamed of.
A belated one aye, im anticipating it! soon!
for giving me th best suprise despite having busy shedule, thanks! ♥

&thou i had to work on th 24th/25th.
i was a happy girl, becuz of all th wishes i get recieved! (:
i had a good 17th birthday afterall!
hehe.

2008-10-25T14:14:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to ME! & XIAO PANG!! :):)

Thanks for all th wishes.
<3

2008-10-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday passerby! :):)

im still unsure of what to get for you! :( & it really really sucks that we are not celebrating our birthday together.thou we have been planing to from that day we knew our birth date is just one day apart. i donte know what plans you have. but i hope you enjoy your day yea :)

&thou i have only know you for one year. you have given me so much more than i have to you as a friend. i really miss it when we were real close.
It really sucked when we were not talking to each other,ridiculously out ta no reasons,no quarrels or anything. &i believe even thou we are alright now,we still wonte be how we used to be.i really want to use this chance & tell you. cuz i have no courage or whatsoever to talk to u on phone or via sms. i really donte want a straight forward reply. :
i still believe we didnt stop talking to each other for no reason.
& i carn simply pretend nothing had happen..i was really surprise you randomly sms me the other day. & i took it that you read your blog and took pity on me..
i really donte know!

sometimes i really wonder what happened,
to all th joy,to all th laughter,to all th chats,all th bitchings..everything.

For whatever reasons ,im sorry .
&im thankful we are still friends.

♥♥ ! hehe

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2008-10-23T19:21:00.002+08:00

i think Thursday is gonna be th best so far!
of course ,fri as well! :D

i went for lessons at 1pm cuz i skipped th two early morning lecture plus two hour break.
For psps class.
i went to a Dip of mechatronics class but year 1.2 -,-
thanks god the guys there are nice thou noisy, (its a all guys class ):
&i wasnt left out during grouping. :)

then for telesys,
i made friends with two other "retainee" who are taking emaths 1 !!
so its quite alright.
i wonder if all guys called shaun are goodlookers. :P

emaths was rediculously silent on monday.
but today went alright!
humm..
looks like it isn gonna be that bad.

ive to live!
yesterday i was soooooooo depressed until i felt like ending my life.
thanks yibao! you saved my life!
thanks for being sucha good rubbish bin ,at times :P

tmr three lecture and end! :D:D
im even planning to just skip. but there is jap &i donte want to miss it! :)

2008-10-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

Freak.

i think comprog is gonna be my least fav class.(people are damn unfriendly)
im not looking forward to school still.
remember i was crossing my fingers i get girls in my netfund class.
well,as expected i got into a class of Dip of mechatronics,year Twopoint2 ._.
needless to say, its aa almost all guys class!
& my lab partner is very very nice to me! :D thou i still feel uncomfortable studying with seniors. :/

some may find it a good thing i get into different classes.
that means many many friends aye.
but to people like me,where i ve know my friends like forever,
its so hard. definitely something i can never get used to :(
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Met birthday girl after lesson :)

i got maxim to meet up with me.&we surprised her,abit. :P

bye.

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Happy birthday to my dearest gf ♥
i want to meet up with her tmrw.
school ends early as well :)

plsplspls? :):)

2008-10-21T19:17:00.004+08:00

Konichiwa ~~
LOL. sounds weird coming out from me.

today was a little better.

sigh.
8am lesson really sucks. japanese went alright. then two hours of break alone at TM.

Netfund lecture was odd? i almost tot i was like th only girl. so i scan thru th list & gosh, they slot me into a class of Dip of mechatronics -,- yea, it was th course i opted out from. so we could have been classmates. LOL. must be fate.
sigh.. i have to see what th lab/tut group for this module is. im crossing my fingers that im th only girl,not. pls.

webapp was alright, at least i donte have to worry about grouping ,cuz th girls were accepting enuff to ask me. :] then another hour break @lib ,surfing th net..

then comprog. as expected new class. . :{ this time th people are from year 1.2. ,different course-.- but they can be real !^!$%&@^* they made me look like a total freak. like they left one empty seat between me & them. -.- like, im all alone, &they are a class. shouldnt they be more accepting.?

sigh..

keith told me there is a chance i might go back to my ex class? really?@!?!!? if i donte, i carn be keep on changing classes right!?!! i donte know how th school works!! args.

sayonara! hee .

2008-10-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

this carn be it.
there must be an error somewhere.

why me!
why freaking me!

im going to classes with different faces.
i swear,every single lesson i go to a class who look at me like im some weird ball.

i have emaths lecture with oct intake people, emaths tutorial with all guys that i presume failed like me, webapp with a class of year 2 students of a fucking different course, a new module call telesyn with a different class but same year & course. wtf is this man.

i swear crying was th last thing i wanted to do.but i couldnt help it at all.
i hate every single bit of this.

donte comment on this.
cuz you have no idea.

i know i have no choice.
but it shouldnt be this bad.

just this april i went into a new class with th now alr familiar faces &now ive to go thru th same thing but just worse?!!

its something i can never get used to.

if in life you lose some and you gain some.
may i ask, have i gained anything?
there is just nothing more in life to look forward to.
not friends ,not school,not work..

any idea whats like th fastest way and glamest way to die?

2008-10-19T15:39:00.002+08:00

i just scan thru my timetable again! for th like 100th time.. its so screwed..
im gonna stay in school till 6 pm for three days eh! fucking screwed. & th breaks between are like one lesson one hour break..tell me ..how ?i donte want t go school already la :(

i donte know who am i gonna meet..im so scared like..if i go one lesson ,then next lesson change to a different class again.wah lau..i wonder who will go fail three subjects like me lorh. i want t cry alr..:(

&one super sucky thing is i can only wear slippers on friday..-,-
oh..i just realise i still have one lesson with th old classmate-.-
th used to be "apple"-.- lesson..

i ve got 31 hour of lesson every week..kill me plss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im gonna skip as much school as i can la..all th lectures. argss!!!!!!!
i wonder who fucking came up with th timetable..

BYE

2008-10-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

yay! im gonna go eat mac ! hahahaha!!

im have to eat very little thou:( but i still want t eat th wasabi meal.LOL
anyway.. im happy cuz i was checking jess timetable & we are taking Japanese TOGETHER!!! :):) omg right!

bye!

2008-10-18T06:07:00.002+08:00

im damn scared..

th feeling is like first day of school again man -.- i keep thinking of monday &i get so scared :( my bro had th same predicament as me. he went into a completely new class but he only failed one subject..& he told me his like damn pathetic ah..he went to amk hub alone during a two hour break time. omg! its weird for my bro lorh..haha! i donte want to spend my breaks alone!!! :(:( i donte want t go to class with different faces ! & i still donte get how th school works man. like,if im in a different class as th rest of my previous mates.. then who is going t be my new classmates?
-.- are there like freshies? or other 'retainee' ? humm..

let me blog about something less depressing..
lol..

i chose to work on my birthday! fyi, if you still donte recall.. next week is my birthday..exactly one week.yes.
so its damn pathetic to work la..jesscy is so right,i step one emo donte want celebrate birthday.
fact is..well.. my social circle shrink every...year? if i show you th number of people who celebrated my 15 birthday as compared to last year..you will see im rather ..pathetic.. so! i decided..to not celebrate it & treat it like just another day..

but apparently..im not a very busy person..so..i just happen to have alot of time to think about things. & being sucha super free person..how can i possibly forget my birthday-.-

anyway! if you DO remember.. & if you really want t show some love.. just send me your wishes yea..thou i would rather not be reminded.. but i think i will really cry if no one wish me. :( so pls..make a point to send me happy birthday on 25th of october. & if you want to show me more love! you can drop by my workplace on friday night sat morning,sing me a BD song, bring a present ,& a cake *hinthint. hee.. very obvious alr la..but i really carn think of anyone who will do it for me :( i really hate birthdays without cake k..i didnt have one last year &i nearly cried until well..i got a muffin as replacement.. -,-

something even less depressing..

i lost weight! i think..cuz my shorts are all dropping..
not that anyone notices anything.. but pk told me i look bad.. as in sick..
another friend told me th same thing.. like my diet am really scrwed up..

im not gonna see a doctor not becuz im lying that im unwell..
but becuz im afraid its my own humm..self concious-ness thing?
like..i vomit not becuz..i really needed to..but i wanted to ..kinda thing?
so im just gonna..wait and see..

cuz im happy..im losing weight man! HAHA! just that not in th right way!
i promise,i will be back to normal.soon.hee.

i dk why im using less depressing instead of happier?
lol.im not even upset. im tired now.yay!

its like 7am alr la. =.=

th purrfect shot

2008-10-16T15:44:00.006+08:00

im uploading 174 pictures into th comp..haha..

cuz i tot i should have some pictures in here. its getting wordyyy.. i hate this kinda blog much myself.

& becuz my photoshop aint ready ..yet.
i will just upload one of my fav first. hee

later!

:( bad news. i dl th trial but i carn use it! damn irritated now.

okay,im super duper upset & depress..

might be good news ..haha..

i ve got a different time table from my now ex classmates.get it?
yep, in other words..im like retaining?

ohwell..ohwell..
now i ve t deal with new classmates..

whatever it is..ive no mood already.

ta..

alright,after much thoughts..i decided that it might be ..a blessing in disguise..
sigh..i really hate t .. restart..
i know i sound like a loser,friends know me..i donte take initiative to make friends.. so..we'll see how it goes..

pictures! i took th entire day to get th right angles &all..thats how th 174 pictures come from..haha..
& th editing! well,comment me if you want ;)

2008-10-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

i love my new skin..hee..

im turning in now..probably going to jog early in th morning..

byebye!

2008-10-15T14:28:00.003+08:00

im installing samsung pc thingy to th comp now! hee
i lost my super cute&mini card reader :(

spent my whole late afternoon yesterday at th salon near my house.
got a hair cute plus dye at 65$$ !:)

work last night. time past damn fast & it was a rather busy day.

daryl was around making me laugh as usual.
xiao pang reminded me that 25th of oct is coming!
hee.. he has th same birdday as me. haha..
& th guys love raiding th fridge eating watever that can be eaten. haha..

&&& daryl finds shawn gooddlooking (use to) haha..
well.. his one year younger than me..
jesscy noticed him first & as he comes around more often i find him real goodlooking..
ahah.. plus,i mention him in my blog before if you remember. ;)

i just cooked tomyam with th stove, it sucks.
i think i should stick to microwave hahah..

i donte know what to do later.
probably gonna head down fusion to pass somethings..
then walk around & hunt for a new bag

th pc thingy is taking damn long.

bye..

2008-10-14T13:28:00.007+08:00

currently dl-ing GG on tudoh ,ive been wanting to watch this two days ago, but i didnt manage to complete loading it -.-

working yesterday..

i closed at 7am,11 hours of work!
someone stored bread inside th freezer& th bread.. froze. haha!eat fresh indeed!
alot of eyecandies! :):) i swear this time, no funny jaycee chan #2 . this guy is real cute.
i vomit what i ate for breakfast & lunch/dinner. -.-
random. i cook 10 bowls of meegoreng on a monday night. humm..all thanks to Dom(4 bowls ordered by him ) -.-

And.. things i want done before school starts

dye/highlight and extensions .hee
get a new bag,like .. passerby once said that he see me carrying th same bag all the time,i might be carrying it on my wedding -.-
buy presents for two lovelies .
watch more movies, anyone?

After th reopen of school,it spells endless hard work &i really would appreciate more help from friends too.
cause of my shocking and unbelievably low GPA of Zero point .... i carn possibly still remain as slack as 1.1
honestly , bet you guys got a shock right, 0.something of GPA . insane isnt it.
haha.. no one did take in that anyway, but people who are like me ;) will know. hee
so! im gonna pull up my socks &aim for a 2. its a pass ,right?

&to prove ;

Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date

0.98

anyway,im loving Jodi Picoult ,am reading mercy now.

god,its gonna rain.
im off to GG before i head to th salon i hope! :)

2008-10-13T16:53:00.002+08:00

haven been sick.
& thou i feel well enuff i still feel like th medicine haven really gone off.
idk why i carn get to sleep last night thou.

i have some serious indigestion.haha!
like i feel hungry yet i still kept burping.
like until 2-3am i was still burping. i felt hungry thou.
:/

alright, have got work tonight.
blog later. :)

2008-10-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

okay,there is a misunderstanding.
i shouldnt have put it that way.

i mean about that post that was suppose to be private-d.
what im trying to say now is, that post wasnt referring entirely to you,jesscy.
cuz, the trust and friendship between us goes beyond presence . i know it.
we donte have to meet up or be tgt 24/7 t prove it. i know.
& of course i know how tired youre & thats why i carn bear to tire you anymore.
well,its not something i can explain well, its something between us th trust and everything.
you know i love you . & i do uds. :)

ohwell.
no work this past two days. &then th week after school's starting.
yes,&you wonte believe im actually looking forward to it ,not.
i love working .hahaha! when its not 3 am in th morning that is.
& i ve gotten my pay! :):):)
yea its damn early in th month still.
& after 21 days of work..
i couldnt put myself to say its truly worth it. haha.
i work till 6 in th morning know.
anyway,my pay is 900++ :)
heh. with a shortage of 91 bucks. -.-|||

i just met up with pk.
like finally!
&im now alone in some random internet cafe using th comp.
random? LOL

alright its late.

byebye! :)

2008-10-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

stupid me actually posted without realising my blog is un-privated !!
omfg.

ohwell.. you will read it if you read it.

anyway, i closed damn early. haha.you will never guess ,i actually closed at 12 am! LOL.
its like last customer pay i switch of tvee count money &go. haha.
when i went down i found out th earliest fusion can close is 1 am =p

then i went to catch th last bus LOL.
till darren called me & told me he was at fusion with senyang.-,-
& ben also called & ask me where am i. LOL.
didnt open shop thou,just went up and got ben and dom's cue & they went down & play pool.
then me ,darren went off t mac.
fyi, senyang is our primary school friend.
& th first line he said was like fat alr. wtf right. -.-
he have grown & changed alot too luh.
with all th tatoos all. tsktsk.

anyway, we slacked while and decided t head home cuz it was too early.haha

dumb me bought th shop keys home ._.
second time alr, so i was up early today & i ve already place th keys back. haha.
& since i was alr at bugis i shopped!! :):)
im really broke now. haha.
oh & while i walk around i saw xiao boy!!
or rather he saw me haha. he was workin in one of th shops yea. so he got me to help him buy drinks and cigg._.
heh. then i walked around till th rain stops & headed home.

now im gonna eat!
bye!

2008-10-06T04:27:00.002+08:00

its 4am in th morning.
im going to sleep right after this.

work th past donte know how many days was damn tiring. i close mostly at 5 ,6 to 7 am. ytd i closed at 730am :( &now im home only at 430 am. :( i donte like them. yea,its th same group of people .
you wonte believe that they can actually start playing from 8 pm (i start work) till 620 in th morning. !!

& they accuse me of overcharging them-.- args. freaking hell. lucky willy explain for me untill they are convince. freaking hate them. args.

life's better. i guess.

daryl told me today that iam laughing more these day :D:D &he thinks its all thanks to him.
well .partly, the things he say can be really mean but funny. really. & i used to hate him for it.LOL. but now,i laugh everthing off. i carn shake off my dao face ,but i ve really cheered up :)

since i ve to live happy or sad. i have to choose to live happily right.

thou,it was hard.
i tell myself each time i feel upset that one fine day everythings is going to come back.
i tell myself ym will be free after her Os which is very soon, & that nothing is wrong.
i tell myself jesscy will be less busy after her dancing stuff which is after today! i think :D
& i tell myself pk will call me when time allow her to.
& i tell myself passerby will still be my friend one fine day when.. idk when:(

i felt fed up. i had enuff of all of them. i know im sensitive. but i really miss having them around me. its been a very very long time since i talk /gossip/ movie/ eat ettc with good friends.yea it might not be long for you guys becuz you all are too busy to even notice that you haven seen me for a very long time. its really depressing . my phone can actually ring less than once per day if i donte take an intiative to sms or call anyone of you. pathetic?

its for th better i guess.
i ve become more independent.
it doesnt matter anymore, friends or no more friends.
in this world, no one is indespensable ,there is no such thing as carn live without.
so since those i really care about donte give a damn about me.
im only left with those that are despensable.

okay,magus is freaking scaring me now la.
his telling me, he never sleeps..
that sounds very familiar. LOL
oh,vampire. LOL
wth.

im going to sleep.

BYE

2008-09-30T15:19:00.002+08:00

zzz so boring.

im finally get to use th comp becuz my bro have to go nyp & he didnt off th lappie. heh.
tmr is a pubic holiday so it means i have to close at 5 ? -,-
anyway, i closed at 6today!

&&& th one table bought beers that cost even more than th table money-.- their drinks cost them 182 bucks while th table is only 35 $$

&&& something damn ewwww happen.
the pure les couple was F***-ing in th toilet.like wtff!!!
$^!@%^#$&@!!#$$@@@@@ LOL. i didnt witness it, thou. HAHAHAHA.

at first TK saw them LC at th game machine.
then the two lady went to th toilet tgt.!!
so darren asked me to go in and see since they carn LOL
but when i finally decided to go .. they came out -.-
siao lorh, they **** ing ask me go in and see .
then they say is i scared th pure les pull me in with them LOL
damn eww right.
yikes :/

so after they left i closed and headed for mac breakfast.
& cabbed home with darren.

sigh.
hafta work tonight.then two days off! :D:D

BYE!

2008-09-25T18:57:00.005+08:00

sigh.

i bought a card reader . hee. but sigh becuz i looked thru my old pictures. i had long hiarr!!!! :( i miss em. those LONG ,FAKE hair. :( i look like shit without hairextension.
LOL.

i ve low self esteem.

i will never love anyone else more than i love myself.
humpf.

what a random post.
my card reader is effing cute =)
its super small & its PInK!
not that pink is my fav colour, its cute . LOL .

i THINK im going to put FAKE hair onto my head again :P
heh. i love long fake hair!
args.

fat face ! AHAHAHA

see see!! i look sooo #$#@^$^%@%&^%*%%^%^%^

2008-09-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

im damn bored now.
just had lunch with ym & im at her house now.

anyway..
ive changed my mind on buying a mac book pro.
HAHA! probably after i save up enuff for one.

anyway, i think im getting th friggin adorable..

acer aspire one!! LOL. im not sure if its th right name.
BUT ITS FRIGGING CUTEE!!!!!!!!

cuz i talking about lappie with sher th other day. & i really carn decide .. im defintiely not getting a lappie for its specs LOL .ive never gottn anything becuz of its specs. thats also why i wanted a mac book pro. but its wayyyy too expensive. & i realise i will never be able to save up!! LOL.im like waiting for an unexpected wwindfall! :P haha. and since ive got like around 5oo bucks must well get this! :) haha. i know nuts about laptop it stuff! i just saw a customer using one & i fell so in love with it! :P

alright, nth much alr. :(
BYE!